Saturday, October 25, 2025

small pink journal {poem}

I don't leave my house very much

when I do 

you are near my door staring down 

into little clay pots

dropping in tiny purple seeds


blue camerian falls from your dress

onto my stairs

I'll keep it there until you leave


so I stay inside with my microwave popcorn

and foldger's instant coffee 

looking through the peep hole 

until you're gone.

10 o'clock is when I go to sleep

but tonight I'm waiting for you to stop

dancing at my door.


no ones waiting for me

except the monsters swinging in my chandelier

I've told them to leave twice now

but I think they are staying for good

they've been writing the most terrible songs and asking for 

milk

I've said they can stay only 

until tomorrow.


near the window I lay down,

watching you twirl in that blue dress

wishing everyone would just leave

so I could talk to myself and drink my coffee


let her down,

all the way down

into the wind of her sleeping heart.

make her stand when she wakes

spin her around until she starts to laugh


and now I've let you inside

where you continue to dance

and the monsters continue

to sing

and I soon realize you may find that my monsters love expired milk best.

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